Wednesday, April 27, 2011

My mom just got facebook and she sent me a message. I think she is talking about the steve buchemeyes picture.

Yes this is my beautiful daughter! Takes after her fathers side of the family. Good luck on the hillbilly contest!You're a Winner! Love Ya MOM

Monday, April 25, 2011

Email today from the monarch review saying they liked my story (which was about murdering someone in a gel push-up bra) and the editor says he edited it. I'm scared to open the edited version because of my anxiety. 

Yesterday I got an email from my college writing teacher about my interpretive essay on Sam Pink's Person. She hated my interpretation. So today I have a complex about seeing how people want to change my writing. Here is what my college writing teacher said (she's very eloquent)

Dear Lily,

You discuss the nihilism represented by the main character and narrator of the book. Further, you also analyze the multifaceted negative aspects of the character’s personality: ennui, maliciousness, self-justification, selfishness and hatred. But is there any other significance other than the description of negative qualities of human being? What does the writer want to say? Or, what can we get from this book? Is it about the stark fact that all of us are bored, useless and depressed? Is this description accurate? Or, is this human condition existential, that is, universal or historical and specific to certain situations? Can this story be read as a metaphor for our current miserable economic situation? You do not have to be optimistic but the opposite extreme should be also carefully examined. If you posed more critical questions about the book, the essay could have been much stronger.

I have one follower, her name is Brittany Wallace and I wrote her a poem:

You and I are friends
- we like the same things.
'cept you like them in black,
and I like them in cream.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

It's 420.
Everyone is high.
Went to the plasma center today,
everybody was selling plasma at 6am
so they could buy weed later today.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

I ate a bowl of rice chex with milk.
then dissected a pig fetus.
Formaldehyde smell now stuck in my nose.